If you've ever had one of those moments where your eyes are no longer blind and you can see everything so perfectly and clearly like you were supposed to all along you'll understand this blog.
So far, I have been so concerned with my affairs. What's happening to me, how I'm feeling. Here's the kicker: IT DOESN'T MATTER.
I know you guys probably think that's a bad thing to say, but think about it. If I try to truly model my life after Christ, I wouldn't be here moping my severed relationships I have because of my self-centeredness, I would be celebrating another day that I am alive to do His work, to trust Him, to show Him love, to praise Him with my life.
Think about it. On the cross, Jesus didn't sit there and complain about His situation (and let's face it, it was infinity times infinity times worse than any situation I'm ever going to be in) and obviously mope about it... He asked His Father to forgive us because we suck. Figuratively, not literally. If Christ can do that amidst pain and complete spiritual anguish, why can't I, in my life, do the same? Why can't I think about others instead of myself?
Curse my sinful nature that it makes me do things I do not want to do.
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