Tonight has been a hard night for me; today was a hard day. This week has been hard.
It was interesting to see who I reached out to. Of course I pulled out my Bible, read some Psalms, but I knew I had to talk to someone.
I had a few people text me back, but I knew that I couldn't really burden them with my heart. I told them a little, thanked them for being there for me, and just kept being upset.
Until I got a text back from one person in particular after asking him to tell me something happy. Here's his response: "I will call you in 30 min. Does that count as happy? :)" It was at this point that probably around five giant tears formed in my eyes. And I NEVER cry. When I say never, I mean never. The last time I remember crying was last February, and before that it was last October. About twice a year, and it's usually lasts only about three minutes tops and then I'm over and done with it.
Even though I had people text me back, he knew he had to call; he knew that's what I needed without even telling him.
Believe it or not, this guy was once my boyfriend. He was with me through all sorts of crazy stuff, and now that we're not together (and haven't been for over a year), he's been through even more with me. I don't know what I would do without him in my life- he honestly knows me better than almost everyone and still remains friends with me.
I guess what I'm trying to say through this post is that you should never ever lose a friendship with an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend because the relationship that comes out of it could be even more beautiful than it was while you were dating. Try and stay friends... you never know what could happen!! You may have a new best friend. :)
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